So this is what being alone feels like

This is what it feels like when you have to be a parent and a child at the same time.
When you have to be emotional yet cold.
When you have to feel your heart, but run with your mind.
When there’s simply no one to talk to.

Of witches brew

I wish I could write as well as you do, but I can’t. I hope you find your sugar house and fairy tale.
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The ground has cracked.
The diamonds are on fire.
But it has yet to rain.
My pedestal is breaking, and the pieces are flying once again.
Because I let it.

Because I can never hate you the way you hate me

Leona Lewis – Here I Am
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It’s hard to know who’s on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can’t make it on your own
If you need a place [...]

DRAMA

Ironic, that with a life so filled with drama, I can’t even act.
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I had originally wanted to post stuff here about all my horrible drama.
But I realise people actually read this blog. And it’s on my facebook, so it’s probably best not to write anything.
Suffice to say, I haven’t felt like this in a very [...]

Undoing my life

Do you know what my problem is? My problem is not that I want to be out and queer, it’s not that I want to lose weight and be hunky, and it’s not that I want to go clubbing but have no gay friends.
My problem is, I wanna be a girl. Yes, that’s right. I [...]