This is what it feels like when you have to be a parent and a child at the same time.
When you have to be emotional yet cold.
When you have to feel your heart, but run with your mind.
When there’s simply no one to talk to.
I wish I could write as well as you do, but I can’t. I hope you find your sugar house and fairy tale.
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The ground has cracked.
The diamonds are on fire.
But it has yet to rain.
My pedestal is breaking, and the pieces are flying once again.
Because I let it.
Leona Lewis - Here I Am
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It’s hard to know who’s on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can’t make it on your own
If you need a place [...]
Ironic, that with a life so filled with drama, I can’t even act.
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I had originally wanted to post stuff here about all my horrible drama.
But I realise people actually read this blog. And it’s on my facebook, so it’s probably best not to write anything.
Suffice to say, I haven’t felt like this in a very [...]
Do you know what my problem is? My problem is not that I want to be out and queer, it’s not that I want to lose weight and be hunky, and it’s not that I want to go clubbing but have no gay friends.
My problem is, I wanna be a girl. Yes, that’s right. I [...]
Is when I have expectations. Because then I’ll be left with
Nothing.
Pity.
Nothing but Pity.
and mashed potatoes.
Maybe I should have a disclaimer. Or a warning.
Caveat Emptor.
Here’s a nice coming out story.
The article is extremely verbose, but pretty easy to read. It’s the kinda coming out I wish I had.
No, wait, he’s the kind of PWPL I wish I was. Plus, he’s cute. (Totally proves my theory that all Matthews are cute)
Let me see, how do I not turn this into a pity party.
See, the problem is that I have been going out more, hanging out with new people, experiencing new things and realizing how much world I’m missing. And every time I put myself out there, I feel rewarded in the ways that I used [...]
