I guess when the shit hits the fan, it’s always diarrhoea.
So I’ve had a whirlwind week. Revolving around a German, whom perhaps I got too close with.
Perhaps it was all in my mind, perhaps it was everything prior leading up to me being vulnerable, or some may suggest, desperate.
But for what it was worth, the nights (and days) spent crying, sobbing, tearing, over the transience of this. relationship. these nights, were worth the moments we got to spend together. Random ramblings, potato salad, bad breadth, lost donuts, and skimpy swimwear. A smile so sweet the world would stop each time, touch so soft, so seldom felt, but always full of meaning. And. Ayo.
Yes, as reality would dictate, it will all be over and done, and soon, the memories will have found their place in time – moments, as it were.
It’s funny though, because there seems to be more pain than there was happiness. But I can’t remember the pain. I remember the waiting, and I remember the presence, but I don’t remember the pain. I remember the funny things, the happy things, the teasing and the joking.
But for what it’s worth. The moments were precious. And that’s how they’ll always be.
Tell Him
Barbara Streisand & Celine Dion
I’m scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh – what if
There’s another one he’s thinking of
Maybe he’s in love
I’d feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don’t know what to do
I’ve been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can’t let the chance
To love him pass you by
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
I’ll hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can’t be denied
The truth will set you free
You’ll have what’s meant to be
All in time you’ll see
I love him
(Then show him)
Of that much I can be sure
(Hold him close to you)
I don’t think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It’s a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Your faith will lead love where it has to go
Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself
Oooh
Never let him go
