Midnight Ramblings

OMG WORDPRESS ATE MY POST AGAIN.
Ok basically. Kris is cute. Brown is my dream school, but represents a greater dream. My dream is dead for now. Im sad. Kris represents the kind of guy I like but can never get. Weird emo link between dreams and finding love and happiness. I’m going to cry myself [...]

Moments

I wanted to start off in chronological order, but wound up realising that all I want to talk about is Him. And in order to show the respect for the other people that will be mentioned:
It was great meeting all of you there yesterday, a rather interesting mix of people. But in particular, I want [...]

Like a giant tree.

I was complaining to A about how I need a boyfriend – someone to take care of me, to love me, to tell me everything will be right when it isn’t.
And he said, “J, what you need is not a boyfriend, what you need is a parent.”
And then it struck me. He’s right. Head [...]

They lie, they lie.

Movies lie. They make us laugh, they make us cry, and they make us emotional.
But they lie.
Becuase when Charlotte said what she did when she was pregnant,
Nobody gets everything they want! Look at you, look at Miranda. You’re good people and you two both got shafted
, she meant that the job, the clothes, the money, [...]

Drifting

I’ve been doing the things that I want to do. I’ve been doing so much for syinc and syinconnect, and having to deal with the daily drama in the life of a gay man, and yet it feels like I’m moving further and further away. I’m distancing myself from my friend and the people I [...]