Leona Lewis - Here I Am
This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It’s hard to know who’s on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just can’t make it on your own
If you need a place [...]
Ironic, that with a life so filled with drama, I can’t even act.
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I had originally wanted to post stuff here about all my horrible drama.
But I realise people actually read this blog. And it’s on my facebook, so it’s probably best not to write anything.
Suffice to say, I haven’t felt like this in a very [...]
Do you know what my problem is? My problem is not that I want to be out and queer, it’s not that I want to lose weight and be hunky, and it’s not that I want to go clubbing but have no gay friends.
My problem is, I wanna be a girl. Yes, that’s right. I [...]
Is when I have expectations. Because then I’ll be left with
Nothing.
Pity.
Nothing but Pity.
and mashed potatoes.
Maybe I should have a disclaimer. Or a warning.
Caveat Emptor.
Let me see, how do I not turn this into a pity party.
See, the problem is that I have been going out more, hanging out with new people, experiencing new things and realizing how much world I’m missing. And every time I put myself out there, I feel rewarded in the ways that I used [...]
So a lot has happened over the past couple of days. I feel energized, slightly sexier than before, and ever ready to look for love again.
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Today, I watched Shelter, one of the most amazing character-driven shows I’ve watched. Best? Probably not, but pretty amazing.
I’m not going to spoil the story, but I loved the [...]
I’m having the most difficult time manifesting my thoughts into words - the complexity of the goings-on in my life render words a most tedious tool.
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath
I’mma stick it out ’till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
And now, I really have nothing.
I miss the complaints choir people already!
We’ve known each other, what, 3 weeks? And I feel more like a family with them than with anyone I’ve ever been with.
It’s funny how we’re all so different and yet we’re all so much the same, and you know. I suppose it’s because we’ve been through so much [...]
