Drifting

I’ve been doing the things that I want to do. I’ve been doing so much for syinc and syinconnect, and having to deal with the daily drama in the life of a gay man, and yet it feels like I’m moving further and further away. I’m distancing myself from my friend and the people I [...]

Of Love and Hate

Let me see, how do I not turn this into a pity party.
See, the problem is that I have been going out more, hanging out with new people, experiencing new things and realizing how much world I’m missing. And every time I put myself out there, I feel rewarded in the ways that I used [...]

thoughtcrime

There are times when I actually consider the positive aspects of living here; the good points of the government. And I try to convince myself that the manners in which it lacks far outweighs them. But today brings it to a new low. It’s not so much what the government actively does (or doesn’t do), [...]

Giant fluffly elephant.

Going back to work was probably the most traumatizing thing since enlistment. Or, that other thing.
I want to believe that it’s post-holiday syndrome, but it feels more like first day of school where I’m not used to anything itis. It’s funny, cause I’ve been there for what, almost eight months now. And it still feels [...]